My name is Charlie. I am currently a 19 year old college student at Kent state university. I am majoring in criminology and justice studies. This blog is going to be for and about whatever it is I feel at that moment.
uhhhg I fucking hate my depressive thoughts. Just even when I’m in the middle of having a good time they just kinda creep up in there and are like hahahahaha nope. JFC like I know I should be able to deal with them but, I can’t. I’ve a,ways been good at getting rid of aggression and anger as I hate feeling that way and I’ve found outlets but, I just can’t deal with this. I’m 19 fucking years old I am basically a grown ass man and I should be able to handle this. I can’t stand it. This has no trigger what so ever just all of a sudden depressing thoughts, lowered mood, and then retreating. I wish I could just delete these thoughts. The worst thing Is that I know this is irrational I know for a fact that I have no logical reason for feeling this way. just graaaahhhh all this does is make me feel like shit and the only thing that it leads to is me getting angry at myself.
imagine punching somebody so hard that they turned into a door. then you found out thats where ALL doors come from, and you got initiated into a murder club that makes doors. the stronger you punch, the better the door. so there are like super strong murderers who punch people into venetian doors and shit.
Playing videogames until anime soceity time
Person: I hate musicals
Person: They're so gay
Cop: Can you tell me what happened?
Me: He ran into my knife.
Me: He ran into my knife ten times.
Ensemble out of nowhere: HE HAD IT COMIN'
i think it’s cute when someone admits they have a crush on you
i think it’s a fucking miracle